So 5 weeks ago I enlisted into the service of the nation. Now, my company has finished all high key events in BMT. What we are left with is IPPT, 16km and 24km route marches and the various little stuff.

Looking back, I felt that I am under performing. One, my physical isn't as strong as what it used to be. I feel tired easily even when my mind is telling me to push on. And its getting worse. For the first 2 weeks I could be giving my normal 100% but slowly that number is dropping. Nonetheless, I am still trying to fight hard, give of my best even if its not my usual 100%. My aim is to give my 100% all the time. Even if it is not my usual 100% when I am not fatigued etc.

Somehow I am also disliking the level of discipline my company mates are showing. Talking to some of my friends, I realise that we share the same sentiments. It seems that after field camp, everyone is starting to slack off in terms of discipline. Not marching properly, moving around when they are not supposed to. Basically, discipline looks to be dropping back to square one.

Thats all for now, time to leave to book in.