Seems like ages ago when I last posted.
Did my first night patrol duty at work today. Somehow I got emo during the bus ride home. Next wednesday marks the official last rostered shift of my stay in Sentosa Beach Patrol. The shortest chapter of my life is coming to an end. I am excited and happy to move on. However, thinking back at the days I spent at this workplace, the friends I've made, the "crap" we went through together, I think I would miss it.
I do not regret working as a lifeguard for this pass few years. I would say, working as a lifeguard has taught me many things. Somethings I might never have learnt otherwise.
Although the chapters of my life as a lifeguard and as a Beach Patrol Officer draws to a close, I believe it would not be an end to my passion in saving lives. I would still help those in need whenever possible. Hopefully, there would come a chance for me to reopen the chapter of my life as a lifeguard. Maybe as a volunteer or as a "freelance" part-time depending on my future career.
Today patrolling the beach at night, I stumbled upon a proposal in the making. A group of friends was preparing an area for their friend to propose to his girlfriend. I hope the proposal was successful and that they will have many happy years to come.
Yesterday, bumped into my ex-colleague with his girlfriend. Unfortunately, his bag was stolen. Helped him wherever I could.
Now, the other matter I was kind of emo about. Think you might have guessed it by now. Yeah, the lack of a girlfriend. Well I know having a girlfriend shouldn't be my priority now (my mother don't even think I should be bothering about such stuff now). Sometimes people tease me by saying :"You are both a lifeguard and a pilot and you don't have a girlfriend??!! Disgrace!". While I don't really agree with their opinion, I sometimes do long for a girlfriend. Someone who I can share everything with, someone whom I know would be there for me when the going gets tough. Someone whom I can hug when I need one.
Looking at loving couples I often feel a tinge of jealousy. Ok thats wrong, I shouldn't be jealous. Well, still the story of our MM Lee and his Wife is the best. Like what one close friend said :"They are the role models for all couples to follow". I sincerely hope that MM Lee and his family are coping well with their loss.
Back to the topic, I know that there is someone meant for me. Just that probably the time isn't right or that the right one hasn't come along. I will continue to wait. Of cause I have to.
So much more to talk about. But I'll save them for another time. Now its time to go for bed!
1 comment:
Dearest David,
I may not be in the position to tell you this, but never ever ever think its too late. Because I always believed that its not about having for someone but to have the right one.
Also, if you think that you have feelings for someone, TELL THEM! MAKE A MOVE. Because being girls, we don't usually take that responsibility =p You'll only make the girl wait LONGER and probably lost interest in you the longer u make them wait. lol.
And if you feel emo again and u need someone to talk to. I will try my best =D Sorry about that day I had exams n I gotta study. ahhaha.
Im halfway through. Thought I would read ur blog as a way to relax before my next exam tmr.
Take care and its ok to wait =)
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